Moving on...
Wow, its been such a long time since I drop by here, but then, its a season to move on from where I am right now.
Putting up with someone you don't like in the office could be hell, but nevertheless, 3 years of working in this company, I have given my all, trying very hard to please everyone else.
We are not here to make anyone happy, but ourselves. You could make a million people happy but there are still 7 billion people out there unsatisfied with your contribution to this shallow world.
We are often judged according to the money we earn, if we drive a luxurious car, its ok if we are rude on the road because we pay more road tax!As simple as that. An of course there is no way to escape your relatives asking you, "So now Manager arh?"
This is the kind of pressure life puts on you, a minute of slacking and people come calling you a bum, but I am experienced enough to handle this emotions turmoil. Apparently, when we are needed, we are always being treated nice, but once you are not, OFF you go!
I am fully aware that moving on, I will still face with the problem of menacing managers, but if I don't I will never know, and I will not be able to tell my grandchildren that the the grass is INDEED greener on the other side, or maybe there is really a pot of gold at the end of every rainbow.
The sky is dark and gloomy, but fear not, I have connnections "HIGH UP" whom does not despise me of my lackings! WE are all human, and we can only work towards perfection and well nobodys' perfect!
There is always light at the end of tunnel of darkness, a light that brings relief to my heart, knowing that the pain and suffering will end real soon.
May God revenge and do unthinkable things to the people who has maligned and persecuted me, and to shower LOVE and BLESSINGS to those whom I am grateful to. I am not a vengeful soul, but I guess I won't be doing anything myself because I won't and refuse to stoop as low as some beings in bringing down other so that they could achieve what they want to achive!
May God, return 3 folds or even 10 folds of pain and agony!
Amen
Prayer of distress
Teng
